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Hello!

2011-07-24T01:55:00.003+08:00

As Salam & Hello!

Blog ni seperti dah mati.

Selalu ja online tapi langsung x ada masa & mood nk update!

Busy, penat. TU je lah yg otak rewind hari-hari.

Dah faham makna membesarkan anak dgn tulang empat kerat.
Masih belajar macam mana nak pastikan anak cukup semua.

Tapi x faham kenapa aku rasa sunyi? Rasa semakin kurang dihargai

thank you note

2011-02-23T22:51:00.002+08:00

Dear hubby,

Thank you.

Terima kasih kerana selalu bersabar dgn karenah saya yang macam-macam.

Terima kasih kerana sentiasa memafkan saya dgn hati yang terbuka.

For listening to my ramblings, "babe, do I look fat", "hate the mirror"

Terima kasih sebab awak x pernah marah saya yang suka membeli itu ini dan shopping online setiap hari.

Terima kasih sebab awak bagi saya mkn McD masa dalam pantang. Ye, saye degil

Terima kasih sebab awak selalu membuat saya rasa disayangi.

I can never describe how much love I have for u my dear darling......

xOxO

wife

p/s:Little Aaron's getting big> harap boleh freeze kan masa!

Berkahwin

2011-02-12T10:45:00.002+08:00

Salam..

Pada 27 Feb ni maka genaplah setahun kami berkahwin.

Ya, tempoh yang terlalu awal untuk mentafsir dan menilai perkahwinan kami.

Baru setahun, kami bercinta dah 10 tahun..sejak umur 16..

x kira berapa lama pun bercinta, 10 atau 20 tahun..

Tapi ketika bercinta kita semua memakai topeng.

Bila dah berkongsi katil, bantal,bilik air,almari..

Berlaga bahu setiap hari...

Mana mungkin topeng masih di pakai.

Maka terkantoi lah segala sifat, perangai waima tabiat yang baik mahu pun buruk.

Perkahwinan menyebabkan kita menjadi matang.

Bukan boleh sesuka hati sarung jeans, naik monorail pegi Pavillion shopping.

Tidak sama sekali.

Ada yang terbatas.

Ada banyak hati yang perlu di jaga.

Kadang2 hati sendiri terluka.

Tapi itu biasa.

Kadang2 benci melihat pasangan punyai waktu senggang melakukan aktiviti kegemaran..

Cemburu melihat kebebasan pasangan sendiri.

Itu semua adalah godaan syaitan.

Kadang2 diam lebih baik.

Bimbang bibir terlafaz kata2 yang mungkin meninggalkan luka/parut di hati si dia yang tersayang.

Oh sungguh rindu waktu bersosial.

Ketawa berdekah2 dgn geng sekepala.

Tergedik gedik lepak sambil bergosip x sudah.

Itulah. Berkahwin bukan mudah.

Waktu becinta memeng berjanji tak akan menyakiti apa lagi melakukan perara yang bukan bukan.

Itu janji.

sesiapa pun boleh berjanji.

sekian bebelan di pagi sabtu.

p/s: kepada suami tersayang, if u read this, mari kita:

1- sama2 betulkn solat. semoga Allah akn lindungi r/tangga kita
2- lebih kerap mkn bersama
3- cari solution utk mslh berdengkur tu
4- bersabar bila baby mangamuk
5- cium dan peluk each other evry day

p/s: i love u dear

Dia yang kusayang

2011-02-06T21:58:00.002+08:00

Salam....
A lot of things that I would looooove to share with mummy out there..

But right now I dont really have time.

Uhuhhh.

some of them:

1) Newborn babies BF every 1 hour
2) They loveeeeeeeeeeeee to be cuddled (this wont spoiled them)
3) will cry on average 2 hour daily (lesser as they grew older)
4) Always talk to NB
5) Respond to them whenever they cry

Ade byk lg, I get this through reading and experience..ehe ehemmm..

Menjaga baby bukan mudah.. Tapi tak susah juga.

Kena ada ilmu. Rajin2 cari ilmu.

Unlike me, mase preggy tak rajin cari ilmu.

anak lahir jadi blur kambing.

Alhamdulillah, sekarang saya sedar.

Cuba untuk jadi mummy yang best utk Aaron.

Oh-renungan ini...boleh tenung kamu sepanjang hari..

Dr Daddy sedut hingus

Daddy

Mummy

Dia yang ku sayang =)

p/s: Aaron dah 4.7 kg...naik 1.7kg in a month

Bermulanya Perjalanan Aaron di bumi Allah

2011-01-13T17:54:00.003+08:00

My darling's sleeping.

So here I am, sharing my experience..

Pukul 5 ptg 1hb Jan, mula rasa pinggang sakit. Mula2 sakit manja..
Lepas tu sakit macam period pain.

So stress bcuz hubby was not at home. Dia pergi jamming and x pick up phone!!!
MMg mak stress nok!

Later nak mandi and solat Maghrib, ada fresh blood dkt panties.
Was FREAKED OUT!!!!
Call my sis and she advice me to straight away go to DEMC.

Went to DEMC,
Ketakutan mentakutkan bila nurse cakap nk SELUK.
I was like "SCAN JE X BOLEH NAMPAK?"

luckily baru 1cm, nurse suruh budak penakut ni balik rumah.

Guess wat?
Hubby left me again for his jamming session.
I was so sabar at that time.
At 2am, my contraction start. again, hubby did not pick up the phone.
I dah ada niat nak sorok pisau bawah bantal and stab him bila dia balik rumah!

My contraction start every 30 minutes, then 20, sampai 5 am (did not sleep the whole nyte) dah every 7 minutes.

RUSHED TO DEMC.

OK> DAH 3CM.

masuk ke bilik bersalin, masuk ubat kat montot, bery and had bfast.

Contraction maseh berlarutan.
Sakitnya ya Allah sungguh sakit.
Tak terkata.
MMg sakit yg ke dua slps mati.
Tiap kali contraction dtg, rase nk tercabut pinggang ngan nyawa sekali.

At 9.30 nurse offer painkiller. cucuk kat montot.
Nurse offer EPIDURAL.
I refuse.
But after half hour, I could not take it anymore.
I feel so stressed sampai bukaan I dari td just 4cm jer.

I take EPIDURAL.
Terus tak rasa sakit.
Dr pasang mesin utk monitor contraction.

Rase khayal. Rase mengantuk sgt2.

Then at 1100 air ketuban pecah sendiri.

At 1130 dah 10cm.
Doc came.

She said I can start push.

at 1140 I start push.
Sakit tak rase just I dont have the energy sbb x pandai teran.

After 5 push (at 1210pm), AAron pun keluar.

I xda ape2 feeling boleh?

After Doc ckp, tgk ank and put him at my chest, I cried and say SYUKUR to Allah.
I dont deserve thes beautiful gift.

Keburukan amik epi:

1) U dont feel the contraction. So u just amik arahan doc utk push
2) Bertarung dgn heavy eyes mase labour!!!
3) I cannot control my pee for 2 days!
4) Backpain

But utk I yg mmg x tahan skt, I think its the best decision. If not maybe I kne operate kot.

Its almost two weeks, I still x percaya AAron dah lahir.

Syukur Ya Allah.....

Son,

Bermulalah perjalanan kamu di muka bumi Allah.
Mummy doakan yang terbaik.
Moga jadi anak soleh dan pembela mummy bila dah tua nanti.
Mummy akan cuba didik dgn sepenuh hati, jiwa raga.

Love u,

Mummy

Aaron Day 1

2011-01-10T18:11:00.002+08:00

Pic was taken on his born day.

Nak story pasal kelahiran dia..Especially bot the fierce contraction..Nanti lah..now intenet slow boleh mendidihkan jiwa,

Enjoy the pic.. :)

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2011-01-04T13:26:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah Syukut and Thank You Allah!!

Name: Aaron Eskandar
DOB: 02 Jan 2011 at 12.10 pm
POB: DEMC
Weight:3.05 kg

New Year @ Premier

2011-01-01T12:31:00.002+08:00

Last nyte had diner at Premier hotel.

Nice food. Nice place.

Oh my baby so kind he let me have fun at diner :)

Aunties and beloved MIL

Daddy x dpt itot...Kne jage kedai..Oh he's such a sweetheart.Bagi chance ibu and ayah celebrate ayah's bday :)

Me with beloved PIL and MIL.

p/s: Contraction already start..Nervous!

36 weeks

2010-12-23T20:54:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah...

Little munchkin already 36 weeks.. Today we went for check up at DEMC. Nak pegi check up pun byk drama..haish...

Crazy workload at office... Just add unnecessary stress to me!

Baby now weight @ 3kg.. So fast aaa??? :)

My darling~inside womb... tangan sorok muka..

-false contraction everyday/Braxton Hicks
-sakit pinggang mulai kerao
-Hidung kembang
-Berat adalah 66kg (an increase of 12kg) (how am I going to lose that??????)
-hidung kembang (okey,dah cakap 2 kali...mmg emo!)
-maseh aktif online shopping
-maseh bermekap sakan bila keluar

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Of Shopping Online n Offline

2010-12-20T22:57:00.003+08:00

I love shopping.

Sape x suke kn?

Yday I managed to sneak out to Mid Valley!

Gila crowded!!! But worth it coz I got everything dat I need within 2 hour (kira rekod hebat utk preggers ape)

Managed to buy:

1- Kiehl Thickening Shampoo (Fav EVER)
2- 2 MNG office wear and 1 vintage MNG skirt (heart heart)
3- Bobbi Brown limited edition Xmas eye shadow set and mascara (love love)
4- Munchkin's shirt and romper at Mothercare

And today..

I bought a blouse online, and novels online. BAD MUMMY!!!!

me @ 9 month....tembam and idung kembang :p

Preggy Pic

2010-12-14T22:40:00.002+08:00

aNOTHER ONE MONTH TO GO

feeling excited and nervous at the same time..................

This pregnancy has teach me a lot pf things.......

Now I understand why Allah give us, mummy, 9 PRECIOUS MONTH...

Rasa mcm sekejap ja....

Rasa macam baru smlm I saw that blood clog inside my womb...

That blood clog has became an active baby...

I really enjoy walking at the park!! Dah jadi weekly routine..

Nyte @ beach..

Baby's kicking hard while mummy busy gossiping.

"what la u, mummy!!"

Hehe... My Prince just looooooveeeee outdoor activity.

He also loveeeessss RnB music.

Pasang Enrique and Rihanna meloncat2 lah die.

Bila pasang nasyid terus insaf sekejap, dok senyap2. hehe..

Paling terharu when he respond to my voice.

Oh darling, cant hardly wait to kiss and hug u :)

Diner with BFF

2010-12-14T19:00:00.002+08:00

Diner last Sunday..

Yg baju hijau tu Hajar, my BFF.

Baby comel tu Rayyan....oh sungguh cute.

Harap baby saya hidung setegak itu :)

Sungguh rindu nk hang out melepak lame2 same die.

Dapat curik masa skjp alangkah heppy nya :)

Update on pregnancy:

- Baby semakin lama semakin aktif.
- Check up every 2 weeks
- Baju semakin limited
- Jari dan kaki mulai kembangs
- Selalu pee (tgh drive paaaaaaling seksa)
- Perut selalu mengeras
_ lagi sebulan je nk tgk baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cant hardly wait!!!

p/s; How often that u had a deep conversation with ur hubby? I realiea by doing so, u'll be surprise how little u know. aha. boleh jd kontoversi!

Update on my pregnancy

2010-12-10T17:35:00.000+08:00

Now already 35 weeks. :)

Baby adalah super aktif.

Tapi mummy adalah super excited with each of his movement.

Darling prince juga mula mengacah-acah dkt tulang pelvik saya.

Dr Fairuz ckp its normal. He actually helping me to "membesarkan" ruang pelvik so jalan keluar ke jalan yang benar adalah mudah untuk baby masa delivery.

And did I tell how much I like my gyne?

Dr Fairuz sgt informative and super understanding.

Like Magic. Hehe.

Dan adalah sgt berpuas hati dgn service at Darul Ehsan Med Center.

Service TIP TOP!! Doc pulak rmy Malay and wanita. So x payah risau.

Saya x rela DR lelaki handle saya.

Masa last check up, Dr buat 3D. Alhamdulillah everything ok. Ibu cry. Dia ckp teringat masa mengandungkan hubby. Huhuuu.

Masa tu jugak nampak Diana Rafar n hubby kat Darul Ehsan. Ibu sgt excited suruh amik gambar.
I was like "No, thanks" hehee..

So far bila dah 8 month plus ni, sungguh cpt penat dan selalu termengah-mengah.
Rasa helpless kdg-kdg.
Saya tidak selincah dulu. Sob sob.
Sidai kain pun amik mase 1 jam.

Tapi sungguh x tegar tgk bilik bersepah etc.
Masih lagi nak tukar cadar bantal every week.
Sbb itu azam saya mase hari nikah. Chewah.
Mak pesan jaga tempat tidur. I'll never ever forget that...
"Jaga tmpt tidur, jgn samapai suami cari tmpt tidur lain"

Juga selalu cuba mewangikan bilik dgn aromatherapy segala.
Hope dpt kekalkan kerajinan sampai ke hari tua.

Cuma saya belum mampu masak utk suami.
InsyaAllah bila dh duduk rumah sendiri, berazam utk masak selalu utk hubby.
He loves home cook food.

Back to my pregnancy...

I really cant wait (plus nervous) for my baby.
Will I be a good mummy?
mampukah?

Just doing my best.
Hope that u'll be ok inside mummy's womb, darling.

Mummy and Daddy sowwww excited to see u, hug u and kiss u.

Appreciate

2010-12-07T07:31:00.002+08:00

Nothing beats the feeling when ur loved ones ignore u.

Yup, I have to admit that I am a self-centered person whom wish to get 200% attention, especially at this critical time.

Bila kesakitan dan kelesuan tak mampu di tanggung lagi.
Bila jari jemari kebas dan kesakitan
Bila seluruh badan memprotes.
Ah x mungkin kau mengerti apa.

Bukan merungut.

Mungkin ini emosi.

Teringat kata-kata Along when I visited her last Saturday

"Anywhere is heaven, if U are treated well by ur other half"

I must say I could not agree more.

Word "appreciate" doesn't define great and expensive gift.

There are million ways to show appreciation to ur loved ones.

p/s: its easy to pretend that u are a hopeless romantic than to try make an effort. haha.

Tanda

2010-12-05T17:55:00.003+08:00

Walaupun usia kehamilan/kandungan sudey mencecah 34 weeks, mummy adlh x sedar diri.

smlm gagah ke KLCC.

Walaupun jalan seolah-olah mengepit buah tembikai sbb anak ku sudah mula memuatkan diri ke tulang pelvik.

Wira kecilku juga mula mengacah acah seolah mahu keluar.

He was like "Mummy, Im coming......"

Macam ni rupanya perasaan di usia kehamilan 8bulan++

Semalam blk dr KLCC, ke Ampang Point pulak dgn along.

Dgn confident memakai skirt putih.

Oh tompokan darah sudah keluar.

Ini adlh tanda.

Tanda.

Tanda.

Adalah sungguh nervous.

Tapi hari ni smpt lagi ke salon cuci rambut dan trim eye-brow.

Hubby adalah pitam dgn perangai saya.

He was like "Babe, u still boleh pikir nk cabot kening at this time????"

My reply " Yang, I want to look beautiful in labor room"

How bout that? :)

Me and darling prince @ 8 month..

Had Early Contraction

2010-11-26T08:21:00.002+08:00

Last Tuesday, while I'm at the office, I feel stomach pain.

Ala...sakit macam period pain..Attack dkt pinggang sekali.. Then it stop.

I was like, IS THIS CONTRACTION???

Malam tu pun rasa skt yg sama,sakit smpi tertido.

Rabu pagi, xda rase skt so pergi office dgn jayanya.

Setelah membaham nasi lemak kegemaran, maka perut adalah sgt skt.

Im sure bukan sbb gastrik!!

Sakit macam nk period. And this time, sakit berterusannnnnn........

Sampai I cannot walk straight.

I asked Fza to bring me to clinic.

Tau je la kerja kat ceruk bumi Port Klang tu, bukannya byk Klinik.

I g Klinik Aisyah, guess what??????

9.30 Doctor BELUM sampai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH??

So I try Klinik Utara.. Wow!! Pnoh dgn Bangla, Nepal segala.

I trus tnya counter, can I straight jumpa doc? Cause its an emergency.

Doc tu terus ckp, g HOSPITAL!!!! I xnk u deliver at my clinic!!

I was like???? Ha???????????

Dah la first time, laagggi la x tau ape.

Dalam ketakutan melampau, ye la Im worried if my baby have prob ke ape, we speed to Darul Ehsan Med Centre.

Terus ke E.R

Doc ckp I had early contraction, bahaye if terus ade contraction sbb nanti boleh deliver early and baby premature.

So, Doc buat urine test. I ade kencing kotor, bakteria byk, smpai +++ doc ckp.

Kencing kotor tu STIMULATE early contraction.

Siap msk dkt labor room sbb doc monitor contraction.

Alhamdulillah I cpt g Hospital, sbb sempat lagi nk cure kencing kotor tu.

So, mummies out there, drink a lot of plain water and jgn tangguh2 if rase sakit, sbb my friend tangguh2 g hospital end up baby ade problem.

Amazing how we got this far

2010-11-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

Sekejap jer dah nak end of Nov.

Tahun ni plg historical and roller-coaster for me.

Recap:
Jan: Work at Citibank (my first job)-seriously, not the one that I want to remember)
Feb: Got married with my BFF
March: Huneymoon / Quit Citibank
April: Bought our first car / Start with Bank Islam
Mei: Blessed with most beautiful gift from Allah- pregnant 5 weeks
June: Start apply new job (again)
July: Got first bonus from sales
Aug: First puasa with hubby.
Sept: First raya with hubby and in laws
Oct: Start new job at MISC

Alhamdulillah, I cant be more thankful and SYUKUR to Allah for all HIS blessing,
though I know that I am not a perfect muslimah, many things that I've neglect.

Syukur, I must remember to say this everyday.

Dear hubby, its amazing how we got this far.

Waking up beside you with our beloved baby inside my tummy is the most precious gift of all.

Penjimatan Hebat

2010-11-20T11:41:00.002+08:00

Hye!!!

Semenjak bakal menjadi mummy, maka budjet utk diri sendiri haruslah di diskaun (eceh)

Sebelum ni konon2 slps melangkah dunia korporat (as if) nak pakai high-end skin care.

Konon la...

So I choose Dermalogica full set utk skin care, Kiehl (favorite ever) as facial wash and shampoo, and Shu & Clinique for make up. Body pulak L'occitane rose set (super wangi)

Sekali spend utk produk kecantikan je mau abes beratus MYR.

Oh tidak.. Berapa byk brg baby boleh dpt tu?

Now every week beli skit-skit pun MYR 200- 300 terbang easily.

TAK mengapalah, nak. Mummy berkorban kenikmatan duniawi semata-mata utk kamu.(soobbsoobsobb)

p/s: harap bila baby dah besar dan baca blog ni, jgn lupa belikan mummy gelang Habib or Tiffany :)

So, sekarang saya adalah berbalik ke drug-store-product-RM200-boleh-dpt-semua-

AND I FOUND SOME REALLLYYYYYY GOOD PRODUCT.

Tgk jugak, mcm rmy blogger dah buat review pasal 2 produk ajaib ni:

Hada Labo Lotion

Price: MYR 35.90 vs Dermalogica: MYR 220 (x ke JIMATTT)

Effect yang hampir sama dgn Dermalogica's Skin Smoothing Cream.
It's a different texture, so all u have to to is dab into skin for few second.
Sgt berkesan, it helps ur skin to lock in water. application of foundation made easy after that!!!! must say LOVE LOve LovE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And For Makeup remover, I use Biore cleansing oil. Sgt efficient. Segala tok nenek mascara pun boleh dihapuskan tanpa bekerja keras. Ni pun murah, MYR 27 kot.
Xpayah pki Shu punya cleansing oil. Mahal! :p

Blusher pulak, I use Cyber Color from SaSa. Xpayah la ngade beli Clinique :(
Tapi sangat cun color nye..

Ok sekian.

p/s: Sempena X-mas nanti xpayah la ngade2 g tgk packaging and special offer kat make up counter tu. Packaging ja dah mengiurkan, kang bila dah try mule lah...
Ish ish ish.... I love Guardian (tibe2)

pregnancy update: Baby super-duper aktif sekarang. Suka meloncat2 sana sini inside my tummy. Sabar je la. Nak cubit x boleh (unsur2 mummy rimau)..... Last week dah pergi cek-up dkt Darul Ehsan Med Centre.. Baby sihat, my gynae pn ok...Dah beli insuran utk baby, Pru mychild. Yay! Insuran baby lg mahal dr mummy :p

Managing RUDE ppl at work

2010-11-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

Oh I'm so not-in-the mood for MONDAY!!
and work, of course.......

Hurm, let me simplify my definition of "RUDE" at workplace.

1- Pointing fingers
2- Blaming you when the workload was hectic, just because u'll take MATERNITY LEAVE next year
3- Personal attack instead of giving CoRRECt DIRECTION OF UR WORK

I just dont understand, WHY some ppl blame u, just because you will take maternity leave next year.

HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DON'T HATE ME JUST BECAUSE I'M PREGNANT!!!!!!

Dah la kau tu perempuan yg dah beranak!!!!

Unbelievable sometimes!!!!

Ok. How to manage this type of ppl?

1- Act professional, just do your own work.
2- Pray to ALLAH to give me strength
3- Recite doa b4 you meet this monster
4- Hug ur husband b4 go to work untuk mendapatkan aura kaseh sayang tulen dan sejati.

HAPPY WORKING, PEOPLE :) (that's me faking a smile?)

How's your life?

2010-11-06T11:31:00.002+08:00

Did u notice that adjusting life after marriage wasn't that EASY?

Yurp.

Your friend's no longer NEAR you.
You have COMMITMENT.

Life change.
Now that u have a husband, your routine also change.

I am glad that I have a supportive and sporting husband.

But, I dont know why, deep in my heart
Im afraid
that I might lose myself.

You know,
The one that is adventurous, bubbly, shopaholic me?

Marriage requires you to commit urself into one big commitment.
I am learning to accept this fact.

Maybe ur better half going through the same phase.
Maybe this phase of life will make u grew wiser.

BLAME THE HORMONES!!!!!

All I need right now is a nice vacation.
Maybe Im over stress with work and gaga about beloved baby joining our not-so-perfect-not-so-manageable-life.

Or a good book.
I only read magazines and newspaper nowadays.
I seriously need a "book-shopping"
Even though I have 4 to 5 books in my "belum-disentuh-untuk-pembacaan-"

I have so many plans in life.
To continue MBA after delivery, to save more for little munchkin, and the list go on

And, did I mention that I terribly MISS my body?
Not that I have 34'-24-34' b4 pregnancy,
But looking back at old pic makes me miss wearing skinny jeans!!

Enough of my ramblings.

I enjoy beautiful things in life.
and still do.

Just want to share this wonderful yet simple video by Michelle Phan, 23 yrs old. She's a self-styled Internet celebrity, filming herself doing her own makeup, giving beauty tips. She edits on a MacBook Pro and posts the instructional videos on YouTube.

P/s: This entry is just another serious confession of imperfect wife

Oh adiwira di hatiku :)

2010-11-04T20:53:00.002+08:00

Hubby,

Sayang kamu!!!!

Melenggang perut dgn penuh terharu

2010-10-31T20:29:00.002+08:00

Semalam sewaktu usia kehamilan adalah 7bulan 1minggu, suami, ibu dan ayah mentua serta keluarga buat saya benar2 terharu dgn majlis yg gilang gemilang.

Eceh. Yelah, siap mandi bunga uOls!!!!

MMg Javanese habis.

Nenek hubby adalah bidan tersohor kat Jalan Kebun.

Maka adalah wajib kami meneruskan tradisi ni.

Sejuk pun sejuk la. I rela :)

Mandi air 7 jenis bunga, di mandikan oleh 7 org (termasuk hubby ku), kemudian di salin kain batik 7helai. Kemudian melompat 7 kali. ok. tu tipu..

Lepas tu nenek urut ade la die bace doa supaya mudah bersalin InsyaAllah.

Mlm ade kenduri doa selamat dgn pelbagai menu Javanese. Kuih jgn ckp. Mmg byk. Ubi ade 7 jenis.

Semua 7.

Terharu dn ibu dan ayah yg sudi buatkan semua ni.

Hubby ckp penat. Ni belum cukur jambul.

Semalam pun dah terharu mcm nk nangis banjir.

Nanti cukur jambul anak, ank berkhatan, ank bertunang mau banjir satu kampung.

Gambar nanti la. Kena tapis :)

My Pregnancy

2010-10-28T22:01:00.003+08:00

I better be.....Rajin to update my blog...

Because like an old lady, I freak out that I might forget this beautiful pregnancy ;)

It was rather a journey, we learn a lot.

Pregnancy wasn't easy.

Marriage wasn't easy at all!!!

Gosh! Someone should tell me bout it b4 I ~~gatal~~ sexcited nk settled down!

Masa First 3 month...

- mcm x preggy pun? Eksyen boleh g opis pki kebaya. Bla Bla bla
- Alhamdulillah xda muntah/mengidam yg pelik
- Kena food poisoning 2 times!! Hubby kemas muntah mlm2!!
- Hubby pun kena gastrik melampau! Me kemas muntah jantan sambil cium Vicks
- Vicks adalah teman sejati
- Bye2 perfume dan lotion
- I jadi picky eater!! Annoying!! Tp hubby maseh sabarrrrr
- Addicted to Subway
- Oh this is important!! I CANNOT eat,smell or even hear the word "chicken!!!"
- Kena tahan napsu mkn durian and nenas!! hubby kejam melantak dpn I!!
- Boobs membengkak (seramm)
- No mo bra berwayar (sob sob sob)
- Masa first scan, dga heart beat baby rase syukur,terharu.. touching sungguh
- Eat supplement (Folic acid, Blackmores pregnancy, fish oil)
- Hari2 minum Anmum (paksa diri)
- Rase sexy bila bersama sang suami (hormon terlebey sudey)

Semester Ke 2
- Start pakai mummy-jeans (wakaakkakakakakak)
- Simpan semua kenangan bersama fav MNG n Zara Jeans (sob sob sob)
- Buy more bra (Nude coler,tanpa wayar yg selesa yg hubby ckp bole pakai smapi Im 50!)
- Bestnya preggy!! Rase diri comel! Hikkkss
- Diberi perhatian dan extra care oleh org di sekeliling
- Nk mkn hape ckp je
- Start meroyan beli brg baby (like evry week?)
- Dah tau ank Jantan tapi still tergoda tgk pink baby stuff
- rajin bace Al-Quran
- say hello to new bff -------> BACKPAIN
- suka melaram, mekap
- Hubby urut kaki dan pinggang selalu (I loooovee u darling!!!)
- Selalu minum juice utk vitamin
- Puase penuh (ponteng sehari je sbb food poisoning)
- Suka pakai baju warna ceria
- Start obses pakai Vit E kat tummmy

Semester ke 3 (setakat hari ni)
- selalu mengah
- rase mcm dolphin
- x sangka boleh membesar sebesar ini
- tidur, ^&#@! mengereng sahaje
- BFF-----> backpain
- cannot eat in big quantity :( limited space uols!
- paranoid bila lupa mkn Blackmores pregnancy
- "Adakah bayi saya mendapat khasiat secukupnya?"
- Akhirnya dah pasti hospital mana nk deliver nanti
- Dpt kerja baru (ade jugak company yg nk amik saye :)
- Baru tau susah nk preggy. Jgn lawan ckp emak!!
- Emosi terganggu bila hubby x temankn tdo
- Tangan berurat mcm badang

Mari update gambar preggy (bukan mudah tahu)

Selamat Mengandung Ppl!! :)

7 month

2010-10-24T22:02:00.003+08:00

7 bulan.. Alhamdulilah :)

Blog bersawang..

Laptop baru bernyawa..

Hye y'all!!!

Mindu!!!

Kenduri

2010-07-10T09:40:00.002+08:00

Salam..

Semenjak tinggal di ~~wilayah Jawa~~ jln Kebun ni, setiap minggu adalah WAJIB pergi kenduri.
Kenduri kawen, tunang,tahlil, the list go on.

Latest pic kenduri Wak Yah last week.
Perut adalah kelihatan skit (Ok la tu =) )

13/14 weeks

2010-07-10T01:24:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah
beloved baby dah berusia 13 ke 14 week. Kiraan saya dgn Dr ada beza 1 week.
Dr ckp 13, tapi saya yakin 14.

Sekarang pinggang dah mula rasa sakit dan lenguh selalu.

Selera mkn mulai pulih, malahan macam bertambah.
Seram!!!
Mungkin da msk nd semester, makanya tekak kurang loya dan mual.
Seram!!! Mau x muat pintu kalau selera makan terus meningkat laju!!

Bestnya tgk ramai blogger yang preggy!!
Dulu bersemangat semua jadi "Miss Google" cari info wedding.
Sekarang tgk mcm dah jd blog mummy-mummy.
Diah, Ida, Amy semua dah sekapal.
Baby-baby 2011 mcm ramai geng =)

Sekarang mcm suka tgk brg baby.
Punya lah x sabar!!!

p/s: To all mummy to be, take care. ~~Ok meh lumba siapa jadi juara pipi tembam~~

Since That Day

2010-07-07T15:56:00.002+08:00

Dear Love,

I still remember the first date.

Back when we were just teenagers.

At 16, you are my world.

You bring so much joy into my life.

And now, I can never be grateful for having u as my hubby, my lover, my ever beloved best friend.

Love,

Semoga Allah sentiasa melimpahkan rahmat atas rumahtangga kita.
Semoga anak kita akan mengerti betapa besar nila kaseh sayang.

I Sayang U, hubby =)

Reception-27 Feb

XoXo

Wifey

Hormati suami

2010-07-06T19:33:00.002+08:00

Salam semua,

Entry kali ini utk mengingatkan diri sendiri juga.

Masa pakwe makwe boleh la buat selamba badak melawan ckp, suara volume 30 dll.

Bila dah kawen, semua tu berDOSA.

Suami tu tahap da sama dgn ibu bapa kita.

Jgn sesekali cerita aib suami,walaupun sekadar ckp "Laki aku tu pemalas spender busuk"

Apatah laaaaaagi hal dalam selimut/kelambu.

Hormatlah suami.

Jika dah hilang respect pada suami apa lah ertinya BERSUAMI?

Sanjungi Mak dan Ayah

2010-07-02T22:34:00.002+08:00

Salam..

Semalam, waktu drive from office sambil makan roti hotdog, tiba-tiba saya menangis.
Waktu tu pulak hujan.
Jalan sudah tentu jem.
Tiba-tiba hati rasa sebak.
Sudah terlalu penat dgn kerja, dgn attitude manusia. Niat nak berhenti kerja.
tapi bila memikirkan anak yang bakal lahir, saya kuatkan hati.
Kos bersalin dkt swasta je dah beribu. Belum monthly check up lagi.
Belum barang baby yang mak oiii mahal (Tapi sungguhhhhh cute)

Gaji yang sebulan kerja,sehari dah habis bayar itu, ini, saving untuk baby.

Tapi apalah sgt kesusahan saya berbanding emak.
Waktu mengandungkan saya,arwah ayah tgh bertarung dgn penyakit.
Emak naik bas ke HKL dari Seremban.
Emak bukan pernah kerja.
Kereta x ada.
Slps saya lahir 3 minggu, ayah meninggal.
Emak masih dalam pantang.
Tak dapat bayangkan kesusahan dan perasaan mak.

Mak,

X mungkin adik dapat balas jasa mak.

Rasanya x ada anak yang 100% dapat balas jasa emak.
Dari mula hamil, sampai besar.

Bila dah mengandung saya jadi begitu sensitif.
Baru tahu bukan senang nak melahirkan seorang manusia.

Mak,

I love you.
Terima Kasih. Allah saja mampu balas segalanya.

Baby bergerak

2010-06-29T22:04:00.002+08:00

Smlm akhirnya kami (saya,hubby dan baby) dgn jayanya pergi check up.

Punyalah bertangguh. Sampai ibu dah bising suruh pergi jumpa Dr.

Hubby segan nak masuk bilik Dr. Sabau je la.
Ape U ingat I ajak u temankan tu nak usha nurse ka hape?

Our beloved munchkin dah berusia 12 weeks++
Semalam masa scan punya lah laju gerakan tangan n kaki dia.
Smpi tanya Dr "ni Dr forwardkan kak ka? Laju semacam ja movement"
Dr dgn tegas ckp "its ur baby. mmg aktif"
Alhamdulillah.
Seharian senyum bila ingat gerakan laju tu. Siap dia menoleh bila Dr tekan perut saya.
Hubby nampak mata dia, tapi belum buka mata lagi.

jantung dia sungguh laju.
Mcm jantung saya lari 100meter.

Sekarang perut adalah mula menonjol. Bila pakai jeans rasa seksa.
Sedar diri sekarang. Jeans Zara dan Mng simpan dlm kotak atas almari.

Selera makan mulai pulih.
Nasi bukan lagi musuh negara.
Alhamdulillah.

Suka mkn ciku. Hari-hari mkn ciku.

Suka bawak kereta laju. Uish. Ni kurang baik la baby. Nanti kantoi ngn nenek confirm kena ceramah.

Suka hamil. Selalu dapat makan apa yang nak di makan.
Suka hamil sebab hubby x marah bila ter"shopping"
Suka hamil sebab bila solat dan berdoa bawak baby sekali.
Suka hamil.

Tapi bila amik gambar selalu kempiskan perut ~~mcm zaman anak dara~~ konon-konon nak tampak slim. =)

Rondang Omak dan Melaka

2010-06-06T08:12:00.003+08:00

Salam semua.

Setelah mengalami minggu yg lemah lagi melemahkan, hubby telah cuba menceriakan hati wifey dgn bawak jalan-jalan.

Kami balik Seremban. Kemudian ke teratak Beloved sis Linda di Melaka.

Semalam pagi-pagi ~~mcm wanita berwibawa~~ dah ke pasar cari daging batang pinang yg segar.
Nk mkn rondang omak.
Entah lah. Sepanjang duduk kt wilayah Jawa ni, x jumpa lg rendang yg pedas.
Semuanya manes.
Sungguh xsesuai. Rendang=pedas. Yg manis tu bukan rendang.

Me with beloved sis dan putera kacak.

Smlm cuba ke JJ cari seluar tdo.
Ya Allah peningnyaaaaaaa bila kat shopping mall. Crowded.
Shopping Mall bkn lagi BBFF ku
BBFF ku adalah katil,selimut dan Vicks.
Sekian.

First check up

2010-05-31T16:27:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah hari ni berjaya utk buat check up.

Officially, Im 8 weeks pregnant.

Rase sungguh terharu bila nampak "kantung" itu.

Oh my baby tgh resting, tgh develop dalam perut mummy.

Sungguh syukur. Rasa diri ni kerdil, betapa besar kuasa dan nikmat Allah.

Sehingga ada satu nyawa yg dikendong kesana kemari sekarang.

Dr pun very nice. Midwife x ada unsur2 kegarangan. Huuhhuuuu.

My darling baby, membesarlah kamu dgn sempurna dlm rahim mummy.

Mummy sungguh teruja adanya kamu.

Mummy and Daddy loves u, darling =)

Anugerah terindah dr Allah

2010-05-19T07:21:00.002+08:00

Salam..

slps entry penuh emosi sblm ni,mari sy khabarkan berita gembira.

Kini ada satu nyawa dlm rahim saya.

Alhamdulillah, Im 6 weeks pregnant. ~~patutlah emosi roller-coaster~~

Setakat hari ni, rasa pening, demam (bila maghrib), heartburn adalah kawan baik saya.

Nasi jgn harap nk berlumba-lumba masuk dlm tekak ni.

Xpa, apa pun mummy sanggup hadapi demi mendapatkanmu anakanadaku :)

p/s: i love u, my precious (and daddy too)

Dah ada isi?

2010-05-09T20:34:00.002+08:00

Isi apa?

Lemak kat badan?

Ke Isi dgn kuku?

hi uOls... Hari ni nak share pengalaman hidup ngan kamu semua..

Ecewah...

Ok, Kamu telah menyempurnakan perkahwinan impian.
Konpang,berarak sekampung,merenjis renjis, hantaran berdulang dan bla bla bla.

Ting!!!!!!! (mcm bunyi mesin Doraemon)

Kamu bertukar status!!!!!

Jadi wife sudah!! Bini orang/ isteri orang/ hak milik kekal suami..
Hep...hep...vagina tu suami saya punya ~~ok.tu ayat cencored~~

lepas tu bermulalah pengembaraan, pencampuran DUA budaya.
walaupun suami saya bukan mat salleh/mualaf, hey!!
kami tetap dtg dari 2 family yg berbeza.

Mulalah bercampur, berlaga hidung, bahu dgn sanak saudara dia.

Family saya begitu private.
Yup, kami terlalu menghormati satu sama lain.
Kami mempunya keluarga yg kecil.
Sepanjang hidup saya, family (adik beradik walaupun usia jauh beza,) xpernah tanya soalan yg peribadi kepada saya.
Contoh soalan peribadi (sebelum kawen):

1) Adik bila nak kawen
2) Adik, hantaran kau berapa ribu? Si Fahmi tu bg ko emas ke berlian ke intan?

Ok. mmg x pernah. Mereka sgt2 menghormati privasi saya.
Kecuali bila saya yg buka mulut, ramah tamah nak berkongsi rasa suka dan duka.

Tapi........................

Bila dah kawin,

Saya dihujani dgn soalan-soalan yg panas dan mengganggu privasi oleh makhluk kejam yang mulut nak kene penyepak.

Contoh soalan:

1) DAH ADA ISI KA
2) BILA NAK MENGANDUNG??????????? LAMBATNYA MENGANDUNG??? 9€sy baru 2 bulan kawen. kalau dah mengandung 6 bukan tu namanya mengandung anak luar nikah kan?
Gila punya soalan.
Lambat?????? Bukan dah 20 TAHUN KAWEN.
oK, KALAU DAH 20 TAHUN PUN, INI SEMUA REZEKI ALLAH...
X PAHAM KA?
YANG BERTANYA TU DAH KAWEN PULAK TU...
INGAT ANAK TU BOLEH BELI DKT PARKSON?
OR TEMPAH KAT SECRET RECIPE??????
3) LAKI KO KULIT GELAP. MACAM MANA RUPANYA ANAK KORANG (OK,ni soalan paling mencabar minda dan hati nurani)... Apa x belajar biologi ka?
tu genetik la BODOH!!!! takkan anak aku belang-belang kulitnya? Or warna kelabu??
Oh kau sunnguh bingai dan bangsat.
Sungguh mencerminkan kependekan akal kau.

Utk org yg dah BERKAHWIN, TAHU TAK STATUS SEORANG ISTERI TU MULIA DI SISI ALLAH?

Kau buat malu suami kau saja.
Perangai mcm tu.

Sayang, I respect u.
Even awak manjakan saya seperti tuan puteri lindungan bulan, tapi awak selalu nasihat dan tegur if saya buat salah.

Kepada org yg belum kawin, if nk tanya soalan yg private, tgk kiri kanan dulu.
Think about other ppl's feelings.

Personally, I feel hurt bila org tanya dgn ekstreme dan kurang ajar pasal "Bila nk ada isi"
Kerana, bagi setiap pasangan yg berkahwin, sudah tentu nya mahukan baby.
Kalau tak baik kami x payah kawen.
betul bukan?

Hye.

2010-04-29T14:51:00.002+08:00

Hye semua.

Penuh habuk dan sawang blog terchenta ni.
Selama sebulan x update blog.

Bukan apa. Saya ada di dunia maya ni,tapi sekadar memerhati.
Tiada apa yang mahu dikongsikan.
Every day penat dan peluh yang jd kawan.

I seriously miss my friendsss, my BBff

I need you all girlss!!!
Mentang-mentang lah kamu semua bujang-bujangan, kamu udah lupa sama Cik Puan Muda Jln Kebun nie?

Sangat penat dgn kerja. Terkejar sana sini.
Penat dgn karenah manusia.

Penat dgn kehidupan di hutan batu.

Tapi lega ada suami.
Penat2 blk, kami boleh baring bersama,
Berkongsi rasa,
Berkongsi bilik mandi.

Nikmat sebuah perkahwinan.
Alhamdulillah.

Syukur ada ibu dan ayah mertua yg sangat memahami.
Maaf jika menantu ibu serba kekurangan.
Sedang mencuba, masih cuba utk belajar itu dan ini.

Buat suami tersayang,
I love u. Ok ptg ni mandi sama lagi. Wink!

Welcome,work

2010-03-31T11:11:00.002+08:00

Hari yang mendung...

Semendung hati nie..

I reallyyyyyy miss my friend..... Kak Linda,KNurul,Linda Ija,Hajar,Stan,Emy,Bha.
All my BBFF!!!!!!!

Weekend nk g melepak ngn BBFF,tapi kat rumah ada byk urusan.
This week blk Seremban insyaAllah.
Miss mak..uhuu

Miss my darling hubby. Cpt la cari masa g dating sayang!!! Awk pun terlalu busy.
Sad la mcm ni.

esk mula kerja. Welcome,again!! Gosshhhhh

Alhamdulillah

2010-03-29T08:43:00.002+08:00

Rasa syukur yg amat sgt, on our 1st month anniversary (27 March 2010) Allah telah murahkan rezeki saya dan hubby.

Alhamdulillah,dpt kua new car. Heart!! Heart!! Heart!!!
Kereta idaman kami.

Ya Allah, kami bersyukur padamu Ya ALLah.

Sensitif skit boleh x?

2010-03-25T23:45:00.002+08:00

Hari ni 25 hb Mac. InsyaAllah Sabtu ni genaplah sebulan saya jd Puan.

Ye. Br SEBULAN...

Ni nk story sikit..

Apa kita org Melayu ni dah hilang adab ke hape?

Excuse me, aku br sebulan kawen. Kad nikah pun br je siap td ok.

Tibe-tibe aku sentap bila makcik kepohci *%?#$** x ingat g tanya soalan yg best:

1) NI KORANG MERANCANG KE NK DPT ANAK TEROSSSSSS?
Wey,mak aku pun x tnya soalan ni. This is veryyyyyyyyyy private la. Ko nk sibuk jaga org punya hal apa KES?????

2) KORANG TDO KAT BILIK PSG AIR_COND KE X?
Apa makcik ni xda hotak ke apa?

Mcm ni la makcik, mlm ni saya ajak makcik tdo sekatil ngn saya dan laki saya.
Kita share selimut.

Amacam? Ada brani ke makcik?

oh my blog

2010-03-20T11:11:00.003+08:00

Bersawang blog ni....sbb tuan tanah......

mengalami blogger's block (mcm writer's block la)
heeeheeee..

pd hal xda buat apa pun kt rumah..

besides...

enjoying married life!! :)

Sebelum diri ini mengakhiri post yg pendek ciput ne..
atas permintaan beberapa pihak (eceh padahal yan je mintak)
sila lah tgk pic mlm berinai. Bj ni beli kat Tanah Abg.
Sorry pic diambil oleh anak-anak remaja.
yg official lom siap,,

Dgn Kak Corrie mak andam kesayangan..

Salam hubby sebelum direnjis

Bersenyum-senyuman atas pelamin.

Close up tarak la. tunngguuu Zizei bg ye :)

Bulan Madu Day 1

2010-03-15T08:40:00.004+08:00

Salam...

Last Wednesday (10mac) we went to Phuket for our very first honeymoon.
A lot of ppl suggest Krabi but we decided to choose Phuket.
Really had a fantabuloustic time there!!!!
Thank you sayang, for this lovely and unforgettable trip!! Heart!!

Our hotel room Avantika. Lovely hotel, sea view. Open-bathroom concept! :)

First day dah shopping!! Tp mahal cket cne compare kat Indonesia. Sbb tmpt tourist.

Spnjg pantai ada mcm2 servis.. One of them buat rambut..ala-ala corn rows la konon.

McD mahal. Air xble refill. huhu..

In front of our hotel

Tom Yam hebat. Ada ltk santan. Tp superrr setapp!

Hasil tangkapan Day 1

At hotel pool

After Thai-couple massage. Hubby boley tertdo mase massage!!

Sea view in front of Avantika

Official from Zizei

2010-03-06T07:07:00.002+08:00

Some of official pic from our photog (photog kesayangan, Zizei)
I really lovesssss all the photos!!

Direnjis-renjis..

Photoshoot at Tanjung Harapan, Port Klang. Sungguh x sia-sia pilih lokasi ni. To all bride to be, if rumah awak dkt ngan pantai, amat digalakkan buat photoshoot kat pantai. Mood sunnguh best!! Even penat lepas kenduri, tapi mood tu romantik gitu =)

Heart!!

Ni sungguh suka.. Fav pic of mine..

Minggu ni majlis bertandang pulak. Mlm ni ada majlis berinai besar, then esk sanding sekali lg!!!!! Best la duk atas pelamin..
To all bride to be, nanati kamu pun rasa best naik pelamin. hehee

Nota jari: tema rumah hubby oren!!!! Saya yg pilih color tu sbb seswai ngan family dia yg semua pun nk "glamorous" gitu.

Best

2010-03-03T20:24:00.002+08:00

Sebelum kawen, xtau apa nak expect bila dah kawen?

Perasaan tu sgt indah...

Ada sini situ terkurang masa majlis, tapi I am happy, and thankful to Allah and my family, utk semua ni.

Especially to my beloved sis Rosni and hubby yang tlg me organize wedding ni.

Will update complete pic later. Ni sikit2 ja dulu..

After ijab dan kabul.

Senyum mesra walaupun dalam kepala masih "blur"

Dalam kereta pengantin =)
Masa ni excited nak jumpa kawan-kawan!!

Close up skit bridezilla (bekas)

With beloved Ziqri.

Betul ckp tok kadi tu "kawen tu satu nikmat Allah pada hambaNya"
Perasaan sewaktu jd isteri org tu sukar digambarkan.

Buat kawan-kawanku yg masih single, cpt2 kawen....
Rugi ok kawen lambat =)

Spt pepatah para blogger ada mengatakan,

"KAwen tu best la!!!!!!!!!"

Im ur wifey!

2010-03-01T15:39:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah 27February telah melengkaplan hidup saya.

Im officially Fahmi's wife!!!

Presenting....

the newly weds.......

Direnjis-renjis

2010-02-24T21:29:00.000+08:00

Oh x sabar...

Berdebar

2010-02-23T22:59:00.002+08:00

Sepanjang hidup saya setakat ni, ada 2 kali betol-betol x dapat tido mlm sebab berdebar.

1- masa tunggu result PMR (2minggu x dpt tido)
2- sehari sebelum nak driving test

Tapi kali ni, lagi teruk sbb saya selalu mimpi yang bukan2...
terlalu byk berpikir agaknya.

Kat opis pulak tersangat busy.
Blk mmg letih n x pkir ape lg dah.

Tinggal lg 4 hari sebelum majlis, hati rasa sungguh berdebar.
sukar nak digambarkan.
rasa takut,excited,risau,nervous semua pun ada.

cepat lah dtg 27 February.
Menjelmalah kau dgn indah........

Lepak

2010-02-16T19:50:00.002+08:00

Salam..

Sabtu dpn adalah hari perkahwinan saya (mcm xpecaya tp ini terjadi)

So sempena cuti CNY yg ~~x berapa nak panjang~~ saya telah cuba (dgn bersungguh-sungguh) utk spend time dgn family and BBFF semua (tiba-tiba mcm ramai BBFF)

Bride to be mmg sibuk tahap gaban. (Tibe-tibe)

Di sebelah pihak tunang saya pun begitu.
Dia bersungguh-sungguh juga nk spend time ngan kawan-kawan dia.
Konon-konon bila dah kawen susa nk lepak sampai Suboh (yelah tu susah)
Funny bila tunang saya fikir saya x bg beliau keluar mlm.
Nak pergi berjimba silakan lah. Nanti dah kawen kena kurung (Wahaahahaha)

I dont think so.
Kerana saya bukan jenis yang x sporting.
Mana mungkin saya bertukar jadi makhluk hijau jika beliau keluar mlm (sekali sekala)

Semalam Dayah buat home spa utk saya.
Lupa nk amik pic. Sbb sexcited sgt
Dayah buat kan facial,body scrub,body mask and mandi bunga

Semangat kami cari 7 jenis bunga semalam.
Siap serai wangi,daun pandan, limau, daun limau sekali.
Jadi tomyam sekejap! Hehe

Saya sendiri (yang busy tahap gaban) xterfikir lg dah nk buat semua ni.
Bg saya, ah! x SEMPAT!!!
Tapi alhamdulillah berjaya juga mandi bunga pg td.

Dgn niat nak segarkan bdn, mohon Allah serikan wajah dan bersemangat waja nak jadi pengantin.

To all bride to be, cubalah.
U'll feel the difference.
Chewaaahh.

To all my BBFF, maafkan diri ini xsempat nk organize hen partay ke hape.
Sangat-sangat teruk kn saya?

Xpa, lps kawen pun saya masih insan yang sama.
Masih sporting, masih HOT! dan masih super-FUN (tibe-tibe)

Notajari: dah book hoooooooney moon

Cant wait to get MARRIED!!!!!

Spend some time with your loved ones....

2010-02-09T21:33:00.002+08:00

.........................................................................................................because.......................................................... they are not going to be around forever.

Betol kan?

Bila baca ayat ni dalam-dalam, rasa takut.

Cukup ka masa spend dgn mak?
Dgn adik beradik?
Dgn kawan-kawan (especially BFF)

Bila fikir-fikir blk, life's too short.
Tup tup umur dah pun 25?

Sekarang rasa "tamak" dgn kaseh syg...

Andai aku pandai menyanyi

2010-02-09T14:50:00.003+08:00

Ahad lps kami ke Melaka.
Niat nk hantar kad jemputan kat KakLinda.
Sekali kak Linda x ado kat umah daaa.

So kami pergi memantapkan vokal kat The Jetty.

Lama nya x g cuti-cuti.
Dpt g melaka pun ok la.

Ok. Naik buggy pun nk ~~sexcited~~

Penuh penghayatan lirik

Muka jiwang...

Muka "dalam hati ada taman bunga"

Muka "Kami sungguh excited nak kawen"

Maafkan kejiwangan di wajah tunang sy. Hahaaha

Syukur

2010-02-08T20:14:00.002+08:00

Tadi lepas solat Maghrib xsemena mena air mata ~~kaseh~~ berguguran

Hati rasa sebak, hati rasa "penuh". Penuh dgn rasa syukur..

Kadang-kadang bila terlalu fokus dan fikir kan stress,masalah...

Jadi lupa/terlepas pandang pada nikmat Allah.

Ya Allah, aku hambaMu yang selalu leka,selalu tidak menghargai segala nikmat dari-Mu

Ya Allah, aku memohon pada Mu agar hati ini selalu syukur,selalu merasa cukup.

ku pohon pada Mu Ya Allah, agar kasih sayang antara kami akan sentiasa mekar, dan satukanlah hati kami Ya Allah. Moga jodoh kami dipanjangkan Ya Allah. Amin.

Shopping dgn duit sendiri

2010-02-06T08:31:00.002+08:00

Waaaaaaa...
title entrt x boleh tahan... :)

Setelah 2 bulan bermati-matian (kena maki,sakit jari,kaki,hati) mencari rezeki, maka last week saya telah merencanakan agenda ~~shopping~~ membeli brg keperluan.

Jeng jeng jeng................

G IKEA!!!!

This is so not me!!
Dulu for sure Pavi or Klcc.
Semenjak nk jd bini org, dpt gaji g IKEA??

Saya mmg gila comforter skrang!!! Gila addicted!!! Mmg x normal sbb evry week nak beli!!

Angkut Bff Fara. Dia pun terkezut dgn addiction saya.
Heels tidak lg menjadi buruan saya masa kini!
hahaahaa. Ala babe, nanti u nk kawen pun u jd mcm ni punya!! Kemaruk!! Haha!

Tapi...............

untuk membuktikan saya masih shopaholic tegar, Pavi ttp kawan baik uols!!

Last week terjah Sunway... Antara hasil buruan/tangkapan:

Sunglasses Babeh!!!

Mng tersayang da patah! Punya la lama smpi reput kot..

Barulah normal sekarang! Da ada spek itam!! hehe

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:)

Babai. hari ni cuba nk g spa dan beli apa-apa yg patut kat SSF.
Tgk? SSF pulak. Doakan supaya hari ni SOGO tutup. So saya x pegi beli comforter!!

Oh February...................

2010-02-01T20:58:00.002+08:00

Bulan yang ditunggu-tunggu telah tiba!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Semoga bulan ini memberi seribu kenangan kepadaku ;)

Bak kata tunang saya "Dah xlarat nk tunggu"

Rezeki org nak kawen

2010-01-29T20:43:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, bila semakin dkt dgn tarikh ni Allah telah murahkan lagi rezeki.
Rezeki datang dari sumber yang tak disangka-sangka.
Rasa syukur yang amat sangat.

Dulu masa kami tunang,saya masih lagi berada di semester 4 (lagi 2 semester sebelum habis belajar)
Memang terrified!!
Terfikir, mana nak cari duit untuk kahwin?
Tunang pun buat ala kadar saje.
Masa tu tunang dgn niat, langkah permulaan nak kawen.
My Dear pun baru ja mula kerja masa tu.

Habis ja internship terus menggelabah cari kerja.
Syukur sekali lg.
Urusan dipermudahkan dan dpt kerja.

Kepada kawan-kawan yang dah ada niat nak kawen tu, teruskan lah..
Jangan rasa takut.
Yakin dgn pertolongan Allah.
InsyaAllah cukup, dari segi kewangan dan apa saja.

Rasa gabra tu mmg ada bila dah dekat sgt.
Saya sendiri byk kan berfikir,
dan tulis segala macam yang ada dalam kepala.
So xda rasa serabut sgt.

Kalau rasa nak meraung, meraung ja. Hehe.

Happy Bday Sayang

2010-01-26T20:51:00.002+08:00

Dear love,

Happy 25th birthday to you.
You are so special to me.

Deeply in love with you.

XoXo

Wifey-to-Be

Sibuk tahap gaban

2010-01-24T20:51:00.002+08:00

X pernah sangka kehidupanku yg dahulunya santai, relax boleh jadi sibuk sesibuk tahap gaban. ~~gaban pun x busy cam haku~~

Now I am officially addicted to buy cadar. YUP!!!
You heard me.
Cadar (yang set punye pulak tu)... Adoyai..
Setakat ni dah beli 3 set. Sungguh gila!!
Siaplah membayar kad kuning tak lama lg.
Lepas ni kalau nampak perkataan PUAKA "SALES", aku akan lari lintang pukang ~~seolah olah nampak momok~~

Sekarang apa pun xtau nak buat.
Maksudnya, x tau nk buat yg mana satu.
Kerja kat bank yang mengerah tenaga dan kredibiliti diriku, maka mmg sibuk (sekali lg)

Sekarang cuma berharap ada tangan yang byk mcm sotong.
(nk google gambar sotong pun x sempat)

Entry tanpa foto*

Humanity

2010-01-22T20:54:00.002+08:00

Sejak saya melangkah ke alam dewasa/dunia pekerjaan, mmg betol2 menguji kebolehan minda, fizikal dan emosi.

Kdg2 jd bodoh bila fikir kenapa manusia skrg semakin hilang PERIKEMANUSIAAN!!!
Tak boleh fikir perasaan org lain.

Ok fine. Semua org STRESS.

Semua org perlu WORK HARD to earn this, that...

Know what? Grown up will act wise at work place, instead of menggedik sana sini ke hulu ke hilir.
Oh Pls.. this is not high school..

From maktab with love

2010-01-21T19:59:00.002+08:00

27 February 2010 semakin hampir. Xsangka cinta zaman mrsm ke jinjang pelamin..
Hati rasa berdebar.

Pre-wedding photoshoot kami di sekitar KL.

Dah lama menantikan photoshoot ni.

Heart all shoot!!

Words cant really describe how I feel..

Love you dear..

Im terrified, but Im not leaving

2010-01-17T21:01:00.002+08:00

Salam.

Alhamdulillah byk important things dah settle so far.

Thanks to all my vendor ; Kak Yan, Kak Soffie cuppies, Ieda and her gorgeous dress and Hajar(goodies)

Sebolehnya bulan dpn just nk settle kan hantaran saja.

Sebolehnya bulan dpn nak berhadapan dgn diri sendiri.

Yup. Diri sendiri.

I need to deal with my fear, with my anger and my frustration.
I now understand that all this preparation will meant nothing, IF I am not happy and feel calm.

To my beloved sayang,
I am truly sorry for everything.
Tiada niat untuk berdrama.

Dear,
I am terrified
But
I am not leaving.....
Hope awak pun sama............

Delicious

2010-01-12T18:43:00.003+08:00

Last Sunday we have our lunch at Delicious Jln Tun Razak.
Ni first time try eat here.
The food was ok. I think ppl come here because of the restaurant
Tapi x la sesedap yang kusangkakan. Main course dia biase2 saje.
Tapi pencuci mulut sedap..

Haruslah posing sebelom makan..

Ni sedap. nama apa dah lupa.

Tempat duduk kat luar best. I really like the setting and all

After that, we went for our pre-wedding photoshoot.
Ngenge...
Nk upload tapi segan pulak..

Tata uOls =)

Jiwa kacau

2010-01-09T23:19:00.002+08:00

All I ever need from u is.....
.....
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...
.......
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.....
.......................
.........
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.............................................
.....................
...
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ABILITY TO READ MY MIND

I know this sound iMpOSSIBLE..

I don't need logic here.

This emotional roller coaster is SHIT.

Apa ertinya weekend?

2010-01-09T20:27:00.003+08:00

Weekend pun xdapat berehat!!!

Pagi td terpaksa mengharung lautan manisia kat Jalan TAR utk cari goodie bag.
Bila blk rumah, kena buat itu,ini....
Siap ada kerja office bawak blk!!!!

Tersangat tension...

Lalu....

melarikan diri ke Spa Tanamera..

Therapist tu siap ckp "Rajinnya tiap minggu g spa"

Ni bukan rajin... ni KEPERLUAN!!!

Boleh jadi gila dgn workload melampau!!

lepas menerbangkan Rm100 utk massage td, sekarang rasa diri dihargai ~~oleh therapist~~

Kerana diriku begitu berharga..wakaakkaa

nota jari: ni bukan gambar saya. mungkin saya sekurus ni.haha. tapi tadi kena urut macam ni. teknik tekan tekanan

Kejam

2010-01-07T20:54:00.002+08:00

Saya sungguh sedih dgn berita kematian 4 sekeluarga di Gemencheh, Negeri Sembilan.

Sungguh diluar kewarasan manusia. Tak mampu difikirkan oleh logik akal.

Membunuh ahli keluarga sendiri?? Sampai kepala mangsa iaitu ayah kepada pembunuh boleh putus!!! Pembunuh siap bawak kepala tu naik bas?????

Saya berpendapat pembunuh mengalami masalah psikologi yang kritikal.

Dalam kehidupan yang sukar sekarang ni, memang senang untuk kita rasa stress, hingga hilang kewarasan akal.

Bila baca berita ni, saya teringat pesan emak " Solat jangan sesekali tinggal. Selagi hati kita kuat berpegang pada agama dan ingat Allah, insyaAllah akan selamat "
Memang betul pun. Saya akui saya tidak sempurnakan solat sewajibnya. Sebab tu hati selalu tak tenang.

p.s I LOVE YOU

2010-01-06T20:44:00.003+08:00

Smlm tgk lagi movie ni (kali ke bpe I dah lost count)

Sungguh menyentuh hati dan perasaan.

I think I ada similarities ngan heroin novel ni.
In my relationship, I selalunya akan x puas hati dgn itu, ini.
Kenapa kawan-kawan dah beli rumah? Kita bila nak beli kereta besar?
Kawan I kawen pakai Tiffany ring, nape I Habib ja?
Kenapa tu? Kenapa macam ni?

My Dear pulak selalu buat I bengang. He's so immature kdg-kadang
Nak isi borang nikah pun kena remind 89kali,baru dia isi.
Tu belum hantar tau..

I selalu rasa I yang betul, WHY am I always have to be the grown up in this relationship?
Sama mcm dlm movie ni.

My Dear sgt easy going. Suka menyanyi, main gitar
Kalau I ajak mkn mamak, dia ok saja. Secret ke mana pun dia ok.
Sebolehnya, I know deep inside his heart, he really want to makes me happy.

But, being me,,
Sometimes (or most of the time) I HAVE NO IDEA OF WHAT I WANT!!!

To be honest, sekarang tengah rasa takut.
Takut untuk menjadi seorang ISTERI.
gosh... perkataan ISTERI tu terlalu suci, terlalu hebat nak dibandingkan dgn aku?

Semahunya aku hentikan masa,
agar aku rasa lbih bersedia.

Ya Allah,
jadikanlah aku hamba-Mu yang ikhlas,
jadikanlah aku isteri yang solehah utk suamiku..

Amin.

Berusaha

2010-01-04T20:55:00.002+08:00

Saya sdg giat menjalankan misi menyelamatkan perkahwinan saya (INI serius)

Dari baju (yg DISASTER), door gift, bunga manggar dan segalanya

Mari doakan kejayaan tuan punya blog ~~yg cemas~~

The nervous bride

2010-01-03T13:31:00.002+08:00

Its normal right, to feel nervous especially when ur WEDDING ticker's actually movin!!

Tanda-tanda THE NREVOUS BRIDE :

1-) Bila nak tidur, selalu terbayangkan wedding checklist yg panjang
2-) Bila nak makan, rasa bersalah sbb sepatutnya DIET
3-) Bila mandi, dan merasa sungguh risau dgn parut dan noda-noda hitam kat badan
4-) Selalu mengalami mimpi seram (Mimpi plg seram adalah saya tanya Tok Kadi "Pakcik,nak tukar pengantin lelaki boleh x?) OK.MMG SERAM
5-) Rasa nak re-do semuanya---baju,warna tema, pelamin
6-) Bengang tgk gambar kawin org lain cantik sbb xdpt bayangkan gambar sendiri
7-) Tadi x pasal-pasal nangis masa lipat baju. Sebab terbayangkan bulan dpn dah nk jadi bini org. NO MORE along basuhkan baju,lipatkan baju,masak ETC

Aktiviti redah riadah

2010-01-03T01:22:00.003+08:00

I had a "handsome day" with my STAN, bff yg super-busy..

We went from KLcc to Sogo to Pavi

Hari ni pergi spa Tanamera di Kompleks Pertama. Urat tercabut dan bersimpul. Pls remind me again? AM I 65? Rasa longgar lemah (apa itu) satu badan!!
I bought this lulur. Untuk menghapuskan kesan degil. Siap beli gloves sental kat Body Shop. Harap akan bermotivasi. Bulan dpn kawen weiiiiiiiiii

Utk hantaran. Mcm x cukup ja. Harus tmbah lagi ni bulan dpn

Handbag Charles n Keith. Dah lama aim. Sambar wedges sepasang tp mls nk upload pic

oh. Ni gambar gedik masa fitting bj nikah.

Welcome 2010

2009-12-31T19:14:00.001+08:00

Dalam kekalutan aku mencari kamu,
Dalam jaga aku termimpi kamu,
Dalam hati selalu ada kamu..

Sesungguhnya kesibukan yang terlampau membuatkan aku lesu.
Tak fikir apa, cuma nak baring dan tidur saja bila sampai rumah.
I really miss emak.

Esok Tahun 2009 akan say bye bye.
Tahun ini sememangnya sgt precious bg diriku.

Berjaya tamatkan BBA (walaupun malas ke kelas dan buat thesis) (buruk perangai)
Berjaya habiskan internship kat Ranhill. Dgn rasminya berjaya manage akaun company. Padahal dulu selalu ponteng kelas Akaun.
Berjaya menepis fobia ~~plg kelakar tapi tak sebenarnya~~ iaitu bawak kereta (yup,driving babeh!) Gila bangga padahal bawak kereta auto je :P
Berjaya mengekalkan ~~bentuk tubuh menawan~~ ah tipu.haha
sebenarnya nak cakap
Berjaya mengekalkan hubungan yang akrab dan sejahtera dgn My Dear
Berjaya dapat kerja kat bank ~~even cita-cita nak jadi make up artist~~

Itu kejayaan.
Kegagalan haruslah ada. Tapi x nk highlight. Xberminat.

Harapanku, tahun 2010 akan memberi layanan yang istimewa kepadaku.

InsyaAllah esok (1January 2010) ulangtahun percintaan kami yang ke 9 tahun.
9 years!!!!!
Sesungguhnya hanya syukur yang mampu aku lafazkan.
Siapa sangka cinta zaman sekolah waktu masih comot lg tu, akan bertahan selama ini.
I am blessed. In many beautiful ways.
Alhamdulillah..

I pray hard that next year will be a great year for me, my dear , my family and friends..

To u sayang,

Thank you very much for everything..
You are kind.
You are smart.
You are caring.
You are so very special to me.
Dear,
I hope that we will remain strong,
We will be in love forever.
Love you dear. :)

Expressing myself

2009-12-28T21:36:00.002+08:00

As this is my first real job, I had promised myself to commit and give my 110% so that I'll gain as much experience and build up my confidence.

I want to believe that I am strong and independent. I AM NOT a softie..

I promised myself to improved myself in terms of academic and to improved my street-smart skill..

Gosh. Feel like forever since last time I sound serious in my beloved diary.
But hey! Its my life, and I'll do whatever it takes to succeed in this crazy life.

My Dear Love,
Thankss for being understanding and supportive. I know its hard for you too.
Know what? we'll make it work dear!! :)

Perlukan penghapus lemak

2009-12-27T20:44:00.003+08:00

Setelah melihat timbunan kad jemputan dalam bilik, perasaan berdebar dan cemassss mula menghantui diri dan minda.

Lagi 2 bulan. EXACTLY!!
27 hb Februari akan muncul.

Lemak-lemak di badan adalah merisaukan......

My Dear juga tgh usaha nak diet ~~tapi selalu fail~~

Suka sangat dgn muka ala-ala petak tunang saya (4tahun DULU)

Tuan punya badan kurus (3tahun DULU)

OK. Sekarang jugak nk cari duit untuk menghapusssskan lemak

Me n my life

2009-12-24T21:18:00.003+08:00

Ola!!!

Lots of thingssss happen in my life right now.
I am happy.
I am thankful.
I am learning so many NEW things.
I am working.

GOSH!!

Yup Bebeh..

I am actually working!!

As excited as it might seem, I find it challenging!!

Me at Isma's wedding

Dgn org paling BUSY kat Seremban (as if)

Huda's wedding

Me at Zoo negara with Bff Hajar n Aqila (last Sunday)
Berlari ok g Zoo.. sebab da janji sama si chomel

BBQ at Liza's house..Since 2000 xjumpa they all!! Happy!! Happy!!!

Esok kad kawen siap. Hope its Tiffany Blue coz susa nak cari that color..

Sexcited!!!

Banker

2009-12-17T21:52:00.002+08:00

Setelah 2hari ~~berhempas pulas~~ bekerja di bank, saya adalah tabik kepada semua backline yg telah menjadi backbone industri perbankan di Malaysia.

Sekian.

Sesi suka hati

2009-12-15T19:56:00.002+08:00

Melaka oh Melaka...
Disini ku kenal dia, kujatuh cinta..

Part 3:more pic

2009-12-15T18:27:00.002+08:00

In front of Tanah Abang's main entrance.
Utk pengantin, sila lah merayau-rayau 3tingkat bawah tu..mmg byk fabrik..
Murah..
I bought a heavy lace utk selendang (veil yg sgt panjang) just Rm 50!!!
Later I post pic veil tu.

Tudung utk nikah.
At first mcm x confident nk beli sbb ala-ala Indon (tudung tebal kat dpn), but MIL insist sbb kerawang heavy.. so I beli ja.. Rm50 jugak.(at Ampang Park, they sell it at Rm180)

Mangga Dua utk bj ala-ala kat Bukit Bintang tu. Menarik!! Vintage suma ada.. Tapi masa g sini duit da licin! rugi!

Highly recommended!!! Sedapp

Byk kerepek2 unik.. plg unik pisang salai bersalut blueberry!!!

Till then..will upload pic on my JB n Melaka trip
Esok da mula kerja....

Alhamdulillah..

Part 2:pictures only!

2009-12-15T10:07:00.005+08:00

Mulakan dgn kain lace ni.. Beli di Tanah Abang, Jakarta. Kat cni mmg byk lace utk pengantin. Byt I x beli kat cni, xsempat!!
So just beli lace ni utk pergi dinner etc..
Harga: approx Rm 32 utk 2meter!! mmg murah!!

Saya boleh jd muflis (sbb kat sana kn jutawan) jika pergi ke Pasar Baru, Bandung.
Kain Japanese cotton yg biasa kat Jakel Rm 100+ cuma Rm 30 ja 4meter!!!
Cantik-cantik!!
Yang warna purple tu kebaya moden sulam. Sepasang cuma Rm 50!!

Akibat terlalu byk shopping---- tgk luggage bertambah-tambah!!!

At Rumah Moe. Mmg best shopping kat cni. Baju byk choice!!
Byk jugak lah hasil tangkapan kat sni..Adoyai..

BEP Mall, Bandung.

Rumah Mode again

Kedai kebaya n sulam di Pasar Baru, Bandung

In front of Heritage Factory Outlet

Jakarta n Bandung trip part 1

2009-12-13T21:55:00.004+08:00

Salam...
Bersawang blog ni..
terlalu busy sampai mmg xda masa lgsg nk update..

Info trip:

Date:2-5 Dis
Location:Bandung and Jakarta

Bandung trip:

We all terus ke Bandung, even though flight ke Jakarta.
From airport to Bandung 3 jam naik van, fare: IDR 125000
We stayed at Hotel Progo, Jalan Riau Bandung. 3-star hotel.
Lokasi strategik sbb ada byk factory outlet nearby!!!!!!!!
My favourite is Heritage Factory Outlet..
There's a lot of brand such as RL, Hard Rock Cafe, Nike, Guess kat situ..
If u go to Bandung, Pasar Baru adalah tmpt yg sgt best utk shoping bj, telekung (sgt murah!!), keropok, mcm2 lg..

Im sorry pic x dapat nk upload. Problem dgn blog ni. so sorry..

Will continue later :)

Back from Jakarta and bandung trip

2009-12-07T19:29:00.002+08:00

Ola babe!!!!

I just came back from my trip last Saturday.
Seriously IT was a BLAST!!!!!

For kaki-shopping like me....owh......sungguh mempersonakan..

Miss my blog and FB though..

will upload pic and stories later :)

Shopping!!!!!

2009-12-01T20:45:00.002+08:00

Im off to Jakarta n Bandung tomorrow..
Niatnya adlh utk mencari barang2 sebarang dua utk hari bahagia..
Yiiihaaaaa!!

Tapi setiap ptg hujan sekarang.... Hope di Jakarta x sehujan disini..

Bubbye...
Will update with lotsss of pic later..

XoXo

Dancing with myself

2009-11-27T23:15:00.003+08:00

Dah lama nk upload this video.
I like it sooooo much..
Video by Manggis.
Its a simple garden reception, but has a very creative and classy elements in it..

Highlights: Nadiya+Jalil from Manggis on Vimeo.

Dont u just loooove the song?

"Dancing With Myself"

On the floor of Tokyo
Or down in London town to go, go
With the record selection
With the mirror reflection
I'm dancing with myself

When there's no-one else in sight
In the crowded lonely night
Well I wait so long
For my love vibration
And I'm dancing with myself

Oh dancing with myself
Oh dancing with myself
Well there's nothing to lose
And there's nothing to prove
I'll be dancing with myself

If I looked all over the world
And there's every type of girl
But your empty eyes
Seem to pass me by
Leave me dancing with myself

So let's sink another drink
'Cause it'll give me time to think
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
And I'll be dancing with myself

Oh dancing with myself
Oh dancing with myself
Well there's nothing to lose
And there's nothing to prove
I'll be dancing with myself

If I looked all over the world
And there's every type of girl
But your empty eyes
Seem to pass me by
Leave me dancing with myself

So let's sink another drink
'Cause it'll give me time to think
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
And I'll be dancing with myself

Oh dancing with myself
Oh dancing with myself
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance

Dancing with myself
Dancing with myself
Dancing with myself
Dancing with myself

If I looked all over the world
And there's every type of girl
But your empty eyes
Seem to pass me by
Leave me dancing with myself

So let's sink another drink
'Cause it'll give me time to think
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
And I'll be dancing with myself

Oh dancing with myself
Oh dancing with myself
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance

Taylor Swift Soft Cat Eye Makeup

2009-11-27T15:14:00.001+08:00

Im so addicted with Tiffany D!!

I love her tutorial..

Oho.. You belong with me...lalallala

Eid Adha

2009-11-26T13:27:00.003+08:00

Baru ja siap mkn ns impit+kuah kacang+rendang ayam mak.

Raya ni hanya kami berdua je ar. Kakak2 x blk. Abg xtau lg.
Whatever...
Janji I still have my beloved mother..

Bukankah raya sepatutnya hari keluarga?Hari bersama org tua????????????

Lupa ke PENGORBANAN mak dulu??

Apa susah sgt nk BERKORBAN utk emak (yang hanya ada 1 ja dlm dunia!!)

To all..
Selamat menjalani Ibadah Korban..
Enjoy this raya with ur family

Oh heart..

2009-11-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

I heart this song..
Gosh..the lyrics

"When You Told Me You Loved Me"

Once
Doesn't mean anything to me
Come
Show me the meaning of complete
Where
Did our love go wrong
Once we were so strong
How can I go on?

When you told me you loved me
Did you know it would take me the rest of my life
to get over the feeling of knowing
A dream didn't turn out right
When you let me believe that you weren't complete
Without me by your side
how could I know
That you would go
That you would run
Baby, I thought you were the one

Why
Can't I just leave it all behind
I
Felt passion so bright that I was blind
Then
Something made me weak
Talking in my sleep
Baby, I'm in so deep and you know I believed

When you told me you loved me
Did you know it would take me the rest of my life
to get over the feeling of knowing
A dream didn't turn out right
When you let me believe that you weren't complete
Without me by your side
how could I know
That you would go
That you would run
Baby, I thought you were the one

Your lips
Your face
Something that time just can't erase
Find my heart
Could break
All over again

When you told me you loved me
Did you know it would take me the rest of my life
to get over the feeling of knowing
A dream didn't turn out right
When you let me believe that you weren't complete
Without me by your side
how could I know
That you would go
That you would run
Baby, I thought you were the one

(this song really made my heart cry..)

Happy n lovey-doovey song pulak:

"This I Swear"

You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you would not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need believe me

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

I'm wondering how I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Where ever I go the one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you

I may not say it half as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

So whenever you get weary
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down my love

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
Ohh we'll get there
This I swear <---ok. This one I dedicated to my Dear.

My Dear adalah sgt busy minggu ni. Almost everyday dia O.T.
I did feel lonely a bit.
He even work on Sunday..
I know he work hard (really hard)..
Utk kumpul duit sbb majlis dah makin dekat.
Only Allah knows how much I appreciate his hard work.
Dear, I am sorry if I failed to understand u (sometimes)..
All I want is us to be together,,
And I really love you Dear,

heart this look!!

2009-11-25T15:05:00.001+08:00

try it out ladies!!

Soal rezeki dan jodoh

2009-11-25T12:46:00.002+08:00

Sebagai manusia biasa, kadang2 otak ni boleh jadi "bodoh" bila fikir ttg life.

Ada sesiapa tahu, apa kita akan jadi esok?
Soal rezeki dan jodoh mmg rahsia Allah.

IntO nude

2009-11-23T16:59:00.002+08:00

Ooooooh and Im Sowwwww into nude color rite now!!!

For me, I love this color bcoz it looks nice in d pic.
Plus, it makes ur skin looks healthy. Ya! Talking about healthy GLOW darlingss!!

JLo in nude color plus shine

Cry ur heart out!! Fantabulous!!! CnK ada x similar design to this?? =)

Heart this!!
Bayangkan potong kek kahwin pakai ini! Menggigellll mak mertua weh!

Will buy something similar to this.. Must have..Wooohuuuuuu

Lastly, have to put pic mamat ni. Im sooooo into Twilight now!!!! Sorry Dear..

Have to add this

2009-11-23T02:11:00.002+08:00

Post sebelum ni kurasa kurang lengkap..

Now tuan tanah tgh feeling English.
Layan je lah. ~~jgn muntah sudeh~~

Suke sgt la kelambu ni. WtH..

Putih itu warnaku

2009-11-22T19:50:00.003+08:00

Salam..

Last week My Dear n I went to IKEA.
Motif? Survey perabot. Over sungguh! Cari perabot tapi rumah belum ada..

Oh Im Soooooooo into white!!!
Sungguh cantik dan gorgeous!!!

Tgk katil baby.. (kagum dgn kelambu yang sweet sgt!)

Wajah kesayangan hamba~~

Cuba amik gamba ala-ala Kim tp my dear kacau!

Wajib beli cermin berbingkai putih ni!!!
sowwwww English!!!!
Suka!!!! Suka!!!!
And those flower.....awww...in love!!

Closet yang cantik.. (yg pki baju putih tu pun chomel!) =)

White!!! White!!!
Bayangkan jika letak langsir shiffon putih... dan red roses!!
**drool**

Last pic, masa melawat kawasan di Pavi.
Wonder y my lips looks like kena botox?!!

Ok darls....
Thats all.....
Happy Monday!!

I xpayah g kerja esok..(dan lusa dan tulat..)Wahahhahaahahhahaa

ENJOY!!!!

Wear it?

2009-11-19T20:14:00.003+08:00

lovely boots...
tp panas kot nk pki kt Mesia

pic credit to TiC

Minat menconteng

2009-11-18T23:19:00.003+08:00

Salam..

Semenjak dua menjak ni I semakin menebal dan jitu minat pd mekap.
Pengaruh MIL la ni.

Td ptg dah dapat set lengkap brush!!
SUPER-DUPERRRRRR happpyyyyyyyyy!!

Pasni boleh la tempek sana sini situ.
Nak amik professional make-up class la.. Bridal punya..

Oh tiba-tiba rasa jiwa artistik membuak-buak dalam jiwa....

Brush oh my wonder brush..

http://www.makeupbytiffanyd.blogspot.com/ (credit for picture and useful tips!)

Berkenan ngan Sigma brush ni!!

Dah dapat MAC 165,160,252,224. Thanksssss Ibu!! **hugs**

Tentang warna tema

2009-11-16T11:06:00.003+08:00

Salam..

Bulan November semakin beransur meninggalkan kita.
Sedar x sedar dah 16Nov.

Bulan depan, bulan Disember adalah saksi pertunangan kami tahun lepas.
Akan buat special entry on that day. (cam dah xsabar pulak)

Warna tema???
Setelah berposak mecari rujukan di internet dan sesi pecah kepala ngan My Dear, saya memilih warna "Tiffany Blue with a hint of Baby Pink"
Tiffany Blue adalah warna primer, baby pink warna sekunder. (Boleh?)

Saya memang penggemar warna biru (Electric Blue), tapi untuk tema kahwin saya inginkan warna yang nampak romantis dan classy.
Pink?? Sejak azali suka.. (Cant help IT!!)

Di sebelah My Dear pula, warna ORANGE!!!
Why? Kerana saya juga suka warna2 terkejut!!
Ibu My Dear mmg peminat oren. So layan.......

Antara yang menawan jiwa kalbu ku..

Schweet kan??

Oh!! HEART THIS!!!
from Mya n Dyana (mereka super-creative!!)

FANTABULOUS WEDDING CAKE!!

Thats all for now. Miss Google nak sambung research nya :)

Hasil Tangkapan di Pavillion

2009-11-15T20:47:00.006+08:00

Saya adalah sungguh gumbira kerana:

1) Sudah ketemu my "Ultimate Wedding Heels"
today!! Its white, its Charles n Keith. Ada SALES sekarang!!!! GO GRAB!!!!
Sangat berpuas hati!!

2) Dah beli Clinique Superfit foundation. This is my first attempt nak pakai liquid foundation. Sudah survey MAC, ANNA SUI, Shu, tapi Clinique jua telah menawan hatiku
Saya pernah test this product for a week. And I love it so much!!!!
Its light and have a "superfit" texture. Mekap juga kekal lebih lama. Pores pun dapat ku cover (paling fenting kot).
Mine was 07 (Honey). I highly recommended this foundation to all!!!!
Price=RM 105, but Parkson ada promotion sekarang. So dapat RM 10 Voucher.

3) Dah beli jugak Keihl's Blue Astrigent Herbal Lotion. Belim pernah cuba, tapi produk ni bestseller, so saya pun ~~gatal~~ confident nak cuba. Nanti saya akan buat product's review. :)
Saya juga terkedaung beli Kiehl's Rare Earth Deep Pore Daily Cleanser. Gosh!!
Sungguh x patot!!! Kerana Body Shop's cleanser tu baru ja beli.
Ni semua pasal nak kulit cantik wooo!! Semua nak tempek2 kasi licin kulit muka!!

Hasrat ku nak beli MAC's brush set terpaksa ku tangguh (Again!!)

Now kena budget utk Jakarta's trip!!
Dah la belom dapat kerja!!
Menghabeskan duit ja kerja!!

Nota jari: Thankssssssss to Along(untuk Dana) and My Dear (Dana dan sumbangan masa dan tenaga)
Dear, I Sayang u lahhh!! **winkwink**

PWTC, The Mall, SOGO, Pertama Complex, Maju Junction

2009-11-13T17:59:00.004+08:00

Hari ni adalah Girl's outing bersama Agatha, my beloved Sarawakian buddy.

PWTC----- Cuba cari kerja, hantar dgn senyuman resume ke dalam kotak-kotak Resume.
Mari doa ramai-ramai agar saya berjaya..
The Mall- Cuba Lunch, tp x berjaya(ramai!!). Jumpa Pameran Coklat. Dpt idea utk gift..
SOGO----- Lunch. Jalan2 try Benefit's Dr Feel Good. Sangat BEST!!! Mahu beli!!
Survey MAC's brush set.. Mahu beli next week.
Pertama-- Tanamera SPA. Nak beli lulur p out of stock. Will come back later.
Untuk bakal-bakal pengantin, saya sangat mengesyorkan anda guna produk Tanamera. Kebanyakan spa guna produk ni. Sangat bagus!!!! Highly Recommended!!!!
MJ------- Survey aksesori utk dulang. Sangat cun melecun!! Beli DOKOH emas utk pakai
with Kebaya.YAAYY!!

Sorry camera xada. Have to goggle.
Saya punya similar dgn design dokoh yg tengah tu, tapi berangkai tiga.
Klasik kan?

Oh...Saya juga ngah cari Head aksesori yang Kim pakai.
Saja,nak pakai jalan-jalan kat Ampang Point.(Hover!)

Sudikah anda menerima staff yang rajin, loyal dan bijak pandai?

2009-11-12T20:12:00.005+08:00

Ok.

Saya adalah ~~sedikit~~ desperate sekarang...

Looking for job's not easy cheesy.

Ape melambak-lambak lambak sangat fresh grad kat luar sana????

Esok akan ku redah onak duri dan ranjau di PWTC Career Fair.. (Sila jadi POSITIVE)

Melalui pengalaman saya yg dah 15 kali pegy Career Fair, byk company MENGADA ja mintak resume lah, gambar lahhh, ganbar tepi pantai lah (melampau over haku!!!)...
Tapi pastu remain silent tanpa khabar berita...
Or panggil interview tapi utk Call Centre lah, SALES la...

ADOYAIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!

Penat kot aku habiskan usia dari TADIKA sampai sekarang g belajar....
Penat lagi sakit jiwa nak cari kerja!!!!

Be fair to us...
yes, kami adalah FRESH GRAD..

but PLS give us opportunity to prove ourselves and make this world a better place (tetibe)

Hingga ketemu lagi....

Nota jari:sesapa yang nampak minah pakai white T n suar grey, muka desperate macam Eva Longoria (**tetibe), itu adalah saya.... HUNTING FOR ~~MEATS~~ JOBS!!

Hitam putih

2009-10-31T20:05:00.003+08:00

I think its been a longggg time since my last post related to fashion.
asyik cakap pasal kawen sini sana situ ~~borin gak~~

I always love white color!!
Sebab ia melambangkan simplicity and elegance, nampak suci dan luhur ja.

I heart this look!! CLASSY!!!!

Black lace = super SEXY

Tuan Tanah pun nk jugak :)

note:pic credit to Harper's

MY sis n buddy

2009-10-30T22:08:00.003+08:00

Salam..

I just came back from Melaka this morning. I stayed at my BBSF(Beloved Best Sister Forever) Kak Linda.

Rasa STRESS hilang bila Sis ajak makan asam pedas kat 35.
Terubat skit rindu pada Al-Nabil n Al-Naufal, 2 putera kacak Sis.
How I MISSED THEM!!!!

Sayangnya HP terlalu canggih x ada camera..

Juga sempat curi masa jumpa Linda (OMG>>>God knows how much I MISSED her!!!!!)
Too bad x dapat lepaking lama with her.
She's going back to Kelantan (sob sob)
Btw, LINDA,
I wish u all the best in whatever u do.
Take care of ur self.. I LOVE YOU DEAR!!!!!
Pity her dapat new-room mate yang suka curi2 guna perfume (SO MEAN!!)

Kak Nurul spun jumpa kejap ja (but dia sempat ja belek my baju n wedges!! MMG shopaholic TEGAR!! :)

Well, all that I can say is that,
I might not have LOTS of close friend during my UiTM year.
But I must say ALHAMDULILLAH, I am so blessed to have this special people in my heart!!

Korek juga Folder lama sbb nak letak juga pic.

With Al Nabil n Al Naufal

With Linda dearie

Debaran ViVa

2009-10-29T07:35:00.002+08:00

Ke udara dari Melaka pg ni.

Bukan untuk makan asam pedas di 35

TOoooo much thing's going ON my mind right now..

Cuma 1 harapan..

PASS this VIVA.

Minggu sepatutnya stress

2009-10-26T17:12:00.002+08:00

Khamis ni saya akan kembali ke UiTM utk ViVa..

Final presentation and submission tesis.

Doakan semuanya selamat..

Gambar sewaktu di UiTm...
Oh...sudah lama x ke Melaka!!
Rinduuuu orang Melaka dan asam pedas kedai 35 dan sambal udang Sis Linda

Wedding Halme&Atie dan sesi karOk di Las Vegas

2009-10-25T21:37:00.003+08:00

On our way to Bangi.
Ok x my make up?
Practice apa yang ibu ajar..
Guna Kroyalan(betoi ka ejaan)
Tertutur semua jerawat dan pori-pori besar ku. :)

Heepy nk g tgk pengantin ~~makan free dan sodap~~

Macam biasa gambar beramai-ramai..
Xnampak apa dah mcm semut..

Huda belanja... Sodapp..

Datin diaries...

Okay...

SESI PECAH SUARA!!!!!!!!!!!!
where???

Alamanda!!

My dear pantang wooo pegang mike..

Gumbira..

Tgk?Tgk??
Anak sapa la ni???

Balik tgk pengantin zassss g karaoke??

P basuh periok belanga la wehhhhh!!

Open house

2009-10-25T00:20:00.003+08:00

Cerita dah basi br upload.
heheh...
penyakit malas btol..
Btw, PIL buat open house last Saturday (malam HP ku dicurik!!!)

Enjoy the pic..

**Basyer kene serang~~buffday boy** ~~me feeling artis pakai tudung Tok Ti~~

**Cikwaty, Maklong and me**

**Laling ku berpeluh bakar ikan**

**I buat salad je

** ~~pura-pura~~ kacau dressing salad**

Dpn rumah Kak Yan bidadadri perkahwinanku~~wink!

Kad Jemputan

2009-10-23T12:00:00.002+08:00

Lg 4 bulan 4 hari!!!

For time being, I hate the ticker!!!

A lot of important things that I haven't been doing...

Salah satunya adalah menjaga kulit muka yg berlopak ni dan menjaga ukuran pinggang..

Wajib start YOGA semula!!!

Perkara penting :

1) Settle ngan Tok Kadi, mintak surat kebenaran bernikah dll
2) Ole-ole utk tetamu (meja beradab,VIP,kanak2)
3) Baju pengapit dan penanggah
4) HIV test
5) Kad jemputan
6) Guest book
7) Barang hantaran
8) Bunga tangan
9) Bunga pahar
10)Langsir dan hiasan bilik

Saya nak kad jemputan yang simple..

Plg suka macam ni... Simple saja.. (pic kredit to Huda)

Or macam ni..

Ini pun ok..

no title

2009-10-21T23:26:00.002+08:00

wah.dah tahap malas sangat ni.
title pon mls nk pkir.

1- I had a blast weekend!!!! My PIL host a fantabulOus open house last Saturday ~~sempena Diwali~~ dan telah dibanjiri dgn rakyat jelata SeJalan Kebun..uhuh...heppy tahap gaban!!!
Yang sucxxx adalah Handphone kesayangan aku telah dicurik!!!
Aduh duh duh!!! Time pokai nin jugak lah nk kne curik~!!!

Yaaaang, I Phone sebijik bak datang~~~ :P

2- Semalam dah BERJAYA tempah pelamin, hiasan dewan, mekap,baju sekali harung~!!~~
Ku harung segalanya bersama Kak Yan (my wedding fairies and angel)
heheheeee. Harga sgt affordable!!!!! SUKE!!! SUKE!!!!
Semangat tau pas tgk Diahlicious dalam majalah Pengantin!!!
NAK JUGAK!!!! :)

3- Semalam jugak dah temankan ibu,ayah and makcik-makcik my Dear pilih baju penanggah..
Ayah sangat best!!!!!!
Baik sgt sponsor our wedding!!!!!
Ok. My Dear anak yang soleh. He deserve this.. ~~aku menantu hantu yang tumpang sakan pow ibu dan ayah~~

4- Hari ni g Nilai 3 ngan ibu n ayah. My Dear kerja. so jd anak En.Kamal hari ni.
ibu n AYah sgt best ohohohoh....
Mereka telah berjanji akan melaksanakn segala impian perkahwinanku..

5-To all my fwens out there yang bc blog ~~terkepam~~ ni,sila lah drop komen ka apa ka. Chewwah. AKu tau korang bc...Hahaahah. At least tinggalkn phone number wehhh!! Kang x ajak jgn "mark" plakss..

Bubbye~~

Cerita interview

2009-10-15T19:15:00.002+08:00

Viva belum settle tapi dah sibuk kehulur hilir usung resume cari kerja.

Tapi hari ni saya ada pengalaman yang sungguh menarik.

Please lah jgn ckp ni:-

"I did nothing after graduate but SLEEP n EAT!!!!!!!"

Omg!!!!