Im terrified, but Im not leaving

Salam.

Alhamdulillah byk important things dah settle so far.

Thanks to all my vendor ; Kak Yan, Kak Soffie cuppies, Ieda and her gorgeous dress and Hajar(goodies)

Sebolehnya bulan dpn just nk settle kan hantaran saja.

Sebolehnya bulan dpn nak berhadapan dgn diri sendiri.

Yup. Diri sendiri.

I need to deal with my fear, with my anger and my frustration.
I now understand that all this preparation will meant nothing, IF I am not happy and feel calm.

To my beloved sayang,
I am truly sorry for everything.
Tiada niat untuk berdrama.

Dear,
I am terrified
But
I am not leaving.....
Hope awak pun sama............