Bermulanya Perjalanan Aaron di bumi Allah

My darling's sleeping.

So here I am, sharing my experience..

Pukul 5 ptg 1hb Jan, mula rasa pinggang sakit. Mula2 sakit manja..
Lepas tu sakit macam period pain.

So stress bcuz hubby was not at home. Dia pergi jamming and x pick up phone!!!
MMg mak stress nok!

Later nak mandi and solat Maghrib, ada fresh blood dkt panties.
Was FREAKED OUT!!!!
Call my sis and she advice me to straight away go to DEMC.

Went to DEMC,
Ketakutan mentakutkan bila nurse cakap nk SELUK.
I was like "SCAN JE X BOLEH NAMPAK?"

luckily baru 1cm, nurse suruh budak penakut ni balik rumah.

Guess wat?
Hubby left me again for his jamming session.
I was so sabar at that time.
At 2am, my contraction start. again, hubby did not pick up the phone.
I dah ada niat nak sorok pisau bawah bantal and stab him bila dia balik rumah!

My contraction start every 30 minutes, then 20, sampai 5 am (did not sleep the whole nyte) dah every 7 minutes.

RUSHED TO DEMC.

OK> DAH 3CM.

masuk ke bilik bersalin, masuk ubat kat montot, bery and had bfast.

Contraction maseh berlarutan.
Sakitnya ya Allah sungguh sakit.
Tak terkata.
MMg sakit yg ke dua slps mati.
Tiap kali contraction dtg, rase nk tercabut pinggang ngan nyawa sekali.

At 9.30 nurse offer painkiller. cucuk kat montot.
Nurse offer EPIDURAL.
I refuse.
But after half hour, I could not take it anymore.
I feel so stressed sampai bukaan I dari td just 4cm jer.

I take EPIDURAL.
Terus tak rasa sakit.
Dr pasang mesin utk monitor contraction.

Rase khayal. Rase mengantuk sgt2.

Then at 1100 air ketuban pecah sendiri.

At 1130 dah 10cm.
Doc came.

She said I can start push.

at 1140 I start push.
Sakit tak rase just I dont have the energy sbb x pandai teran.

After 5 push (at 1210pm), AAron pun keluar.

I xda ape2 feeling boleh?

After Doc ckp, tgk ank and put him at my chest, I cried and say SYUKUR to Allah.
I dont deserve thes beautiful gift.

Keburukan amik epi:

1) U dont feel the contraction. So u just amik arahan doc utk push
2) Bertarung dgn heavy eyes mase labour!!!
3) I cannot control my pee for 2 days!
4) Backpain

But utk I yg mmg x tahan skt, I think its the best decision. If not maybe I kne operate kot.

Its almost two weeks, I still x percaya AAron dah lahir.

Syukur Ya Allah.....

Son,

Bermulalah perjalanan kamu di muka bumi Allah.
Mummy doakan yang terbaik.
Moga jadi anak soleh dan pembela mummy bila dah tua nanti.
Mummy akan cuba didik dgn sepenuh hati, jiwa raga.

Love u,

Mummy